Exist no more...

“Just go to bed and go to sleep. Slip into a dream or into pure black. Just sleep... your mind blank. Inhale the cold, cold misty air. You’re freezing, your mind bright as hell.” As if in an endless abyss, I walk in my mind, ravishing my own thoughts and reconstructing them. Descending... more into the white abyss of mist. See myself passing through it, towards the water. How the wind is harsh on my chest... Tears are no use, I know it. So I don’t cry,only shiver. It’s too cold and the moon seems to be reflecting it. ”He exists no more,” says one of my hallucinations. And I see him perishing off the ledge. I look up, eyes closed. I just sleep... my mind blank. I inhale the cold, cold misty air, My mind bright as hell. And I just smile...